goo goo gaa gaa

bagong pauso

2006-11-29T16:09:00.000+08:00

post tau...

ang theme:

"qoutable qoutes"

> mga tamang hirit of the day [un sapul hanggang buto]

> linya sa kanta

> narinig sa kung saan

> speech ng kung sino

> napanood sa tv

> narinig sa radio

> nabasa sa dyaryo

kahit anu!!!

nakakatawa man

nakakaiyak

o nakakainis

...

tapos react

react lang ng react

game!!!

i'm sorry

2006-11-27T22:47:00.000+08:00

i'm sorry to walk out on you., i just can't bear seeing you like that., helpless., you know i just can't sit around and do nothing., it pisses me off to just do nothing while you get hurt like that., kung di lang kita iniisip, nagpunta na ko dun at nag-amok., i'm being a control freak, i know., i'm sorry., you can't blame me., i don't want you to get hurt all over again., but, it's your call., can't do anything about it., i love you so much., i hope she's worth all this., :'(

reality sinking in

2006-11-23T15:01:00.000+08:00

tinamaan ako.,

eeeekk.,

pakshet., bawal un.,

kakalungkot naman.,

at least., haaay., anu nga ba pwedeng pampalubag-loob dun.,

sad kase feeling ko nasira ko friendship nila., di dapat ganon., nag-iba un tingin nya sa kanya., bad.,

panu kung...?., ewan.,

wala magawa ala kase sa tabi ko si bheng e.,

bad ako., maldita ako., wawa un isa., pero i'm fed up., enuf na.,

tapos problem sa friends., minsan di mu alam kung susuportahan mu sila sa kalokohan nila., my motto has always been "if you're happy, go for it! the hell everyone else care?"., kaso., panu kung ikaw na un may ayaw sa ginagawa nila?., do you dare say?., or you just shut ur mouth coz u know they're happy?., i love them so much na ayaw kong may nasasabing masama sa kanila., pero xempre., panu kung happy sila., decisions decisions.,

happy birthday to me

2006-11-21T12:13:00.000+08:00

haaaaayyy., sobrang sakit., and it should happen on my birthday pa talaga., taon taon na lang., am hating myself na naman.,

tangina tinamaan ako., kahapon ko lang din narealize kung gano kalakas tama ko., ayoko madepress.,

best birthday ever!!!!!!!!!

2006-11-19T17:55:00.000+08:00

sobrang ok un araw., ok nagstart., ok nagend., ok lahat., ewan ko na lang bukas pag pasok pag narinig ko na un kwento ng iba., feeling ko di ako tumupad sa usapan namin na wag mag sskandalo., hehehe., can't help it e., scandalacious talaga ako., hahahaha.,

mejo nalate ako ng gsing ng sabadong iyon., at., nalimutan ko pa mag pack., kamusta nman db?!?!., tapos., nakatyempo naman ako ng byaheng olongapo., sakto kase edsa na daan nun., at, eto un e., may nakilala pa ko sa bus., ejay name nya., guitarista., rnb nga lang banda nya., palitan ng numbers., may gig daw sila sa ratsky malate sa friday,punta daw ako., well., hehehe., cute naman., mukang ok., pero i was rooting for sumone else., so di maxado naka-focus., hehehe.,

arrived at pioneer at around 1pm., waited for di and then grocery na., kulet ni di kase antok na., tpos chek in na din sa apartelle., konting ayos tapos rest na., txted the others the room #., hay nako., meo nawawalan na k ng gana kase wala pa nagcoconfirm., taos dumating na sila randy and rozel.,kaso si dad., mga 430 pa daw un food., huhu.,

while waiting., ligo muna., tapos, first ones to arrive were joan and lad from mckinley., jahe kase wala kame ma-serve., pero ayos na din kase dmating din naman dad bago sila umalis., dumating na din sila chris, meg and joseph., at may dalang baileys., cool!., tapos sila joan bumili pa talaga ng cuervo., kmusta naman ang tagayan nyan?!?!!?.,

had a chance to talk to meg., sobrang namiss ko un., un chikahan namin., miss ko talaga carlsbad.,

nakausap ko din orville bago pa man dumating beng., they called me up., bakit ko daw xa pnpapunta., bakit gusto ko daw xa makita., kem on!!!!!

then nagstart na din dumating lahat., pati si tl joey dumating., sobrang saya., xempre kwentuhan to the max., konting beer., un bathtub napuno ng beer., saya talaga., tapos may nagdala pa ng isa pang cuervo, pati vodka., ansaya kase dmating din sila janice., kala ko di na sila dadating., so kumpleto mga tunay na carlsbad., woohoo!!!!., si bajoie din pumunta., tambay kame sa room kasama beng and migz., gulat nun dumating din egie., birthday gift., ahaha.,

can't explain how happy i was., mejo di na nga lang ako lumabas kase di ko na crowd un., pero ok din., basta kasama ko naman beng sa room e., at si doan., haaayy., saka kakahiya ang kulit ko na din kase.,magatapon ba ng beer., at., sino daw si gian., hahaha., grabe., nalasing talaga ako., kung anu anu tuloi nagawa ko., db beng?!?!., hahaha., pero kahit na tipsy, naalala ko pa din un., masarap pala ha., sana lang may nagvideo ng lahat para di mahirap i-rewind sa utak., HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!!!!!! woohoo!!! tagay!!! hahaha., wish ko lang magtext., kem on!!!!

i feel it deep inside me.,
i wanna ride it.,
can't fight it.,
i might as well rely on the drum beat.,
dj pump the low end frequency.,
can't hide it.,
i won't deny it.,
coz i'm addicted to drums and i'm
a slave to the DARK BEAT.,

the best birthday ever!!!., haaaay., pero come to think of it., bukas pa talaga bday ko., *wink*

friends

2006-11-12T10:08:00.000+08:00

minsan, it would come to a point na ur torn between them., u don't wanna disappoint anyone of them., but u can't please them all., maiisip tuloi nila mas kinakampihan mu un isa kesa dun sa isa., when all u want is to stay in the middle.,

birthday bash!!!

2006-11-08T21:59:00.000+08:00

what : rozelle, diane and tine's birthday bash
when : november 18, 2006 ; 3pm-12mn
where : robinson's apartelle [room # to be announced]
pumunta kung sino gusto!!
magimbita pa mga imbitado.,
mapa-taga cvg man o hindi.,
TL man o agent o OM.,
pero gang 12 mn lang., *wink*
di pwede maxado maingay.,
para di halata.,
di rin pwede tahimik.,
maki-party at ur own risk.,
kanya kanya na pag lasing na.,
wag mag expect ng maraming pagkain.,
di kame mayaman.,
pero di kau magugutom.,
haha.,
basta.,
pwede magdala alak.,
lalo na regalo.,
hindi bawal magregalo.,
mas maganda kung may regalo.,
luv namin may regalo.,
masaya toh!!
woohoo!!
puntahan.,
birthday bash.,

sidebar cafe

2006-11-05T18:37:00.000+08:00

saya meyn!.,

dinner muna sa tempura., hanep., lamon talaga., on the way nga pala., saw something amusing., so amusing i couldn't stop laughing., aloud.,haha., sobra., tapos aion., i forgot the name of what i ate., basta chicken., hehe., withe veggies and rice., at di pa nakuntento., humingi pa ko ng dumplings at inubos ko pa un tira ni bheng., grabii., lamon.,

tapos daan muna kina bheng then we're off to sidebar., cool place., the gang was there already when we arrived., alex, ivy, drew at un wavemate nila [i forgot the name], friend ni ivy na si john, abby, ate mean and peter, wena, bajoy., wish ko lang wala ako nalilimutan., meron akong di sinama kase di pwede., hehe., sumunod si do-an [friend ni bheng] at si icar [dating yosemite]., had a blast., 3 beers for only 85php., 3 cocktails for only 120php., then you could dance the night away., hanap ka lang ng pwesto., ganda ng sounds., astig., inom muna., kwentuhan., then ilang oras din kame sumayaw nila bheng., i don't think makakasayaw pa ko in 3 weeks., hehehe., galing ni do-an., hehe., special mention talaga kailangan., "good vibes"., hehe., may dalawang asungot na kailangan dumikit dikit., grrr., feeling close., galing ni peter., hehe., may magsusuntukan pang dalawang bading., eksena., at., in fairness., meron jan., halos dalawang oras namin pinilit sumayaw., hehe., sumayaw din naman., cool., hehehe.,

umalis kame ng sidebar around 2.30 na ata., kain muna sa katabing mcdo., pero lima na lang kame., andun din un dalawang asungot., gusto daw kunin # ko., nyok., yoko nga.,

sleep lang konti sa apt ni bheng at uwi na., galit mom., lastym na daw un na matutulog ako sa iba., hmmm., ewan!! hahaha.,

sheesh

2006-11-02T13:23:00.000+08:00

it's just not the same....

there are some things that u'l have to admit to urself., it may not be good., it may not be what you want., but it's the truth all the same., continue to avoid it and u'l be in big trouble., bigger than u know.,

yoko na ng shift na to., kung anu anu naiisip ko.,

hormones

2006-11-01T14:22:00.000+08:00

have you ever felt being stuck in the middle of sumthin???., tipong di ka maka-move forward kase ayaw mo., pag ginusto mo di naman pwede., can't move back naman kase ayaw mo din., kaya dun ka lang sa middle., hirap kase one wrong move tapos ka., check mate., yamot., dami pa nang aasar., hmmm., interesting., may nag react.,

e kung tigilan mu na lang kaya., give it all up., para wala nang drama sa likod ng pangarap., kaso pano?., e kung sanay ka na?., hmmm., pano nga ba?.,

gamitan., ngek., nu ba un., masaya.,

ayaw mu makasakit., e panu kung nasasaktan ka na?., tsk tsk., pakamatay., bad.,

puro drama., kaka irita., irita na rin xa., pakialam ko., may pakialam nga ba ako?., affected.,

hormones

new team [again!]

2006-10-30T16:26:00.000+08:00

hanep., barely 3 months improsoned with alcatraz., i'm now on parole and with yosemite., i've always said may dugong yosemite ako., so it's both happy and sad to be on parole., yosemite people are great., but., i still miss my inmates., just when i was starting to get used to the company of dojie, and steve, and judy, and cheska, and mau, and ate vi, and mean, and jesi, and ava, and she, and the newbies, and of course, the old carlsbad inmates, plus warden jessie., then they grant my parole., *sigh*., lungkot!!.,

frustrated happy amused disappointed sad excited

2006-10-26T18:00:00.000+08:00

frustrated :

failed to wake up early again., woke up at three., took a bath for five minutes [amazing!!]., to make it short., i was able to ride a bus at around 4:30., my shift is 5am!.,

happy :

and who should i see sa bus?!?!?! woohoo!!!! pag akyat ko., someone was calling my name., when i turned around... what the f*ck?!?!., hehe., sya nga!!!!!., xempre., tabi ako sa kanya., that's the time i noticed that he was with some friends., two actually., cute ni chichi., sabi ko taba nya., smile lang sakin., waaahh., nagsmile sakin si chichi!!!., hehe., gentle reminded me of the lunch i owed him., he passed the entrance exam for cvg so i told him i'll buy him lunch., he was smiling mischievously at me., hehe., i know exactly why., haha., we talked like crazy., they had some kind of a tribute that's why they're in cavite., they were even awarded plaques of recognition., "best dancers"., yeah right., i told him about office., he said i should apply for tl na., hihi., [di halatang kinikilig ako]., pakshet talaga., lungkot! yamot!., hekhek., batukan., biruan., tuksuhan., buntot., taba., maskels., woohoo., sexy ko daw., ampf!., sabi daw nila chick., ako pala., what the?!?!!., at., i-hug ba ako., wiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii!!!!!!!!!!!!., eeeeeeeeeeekkkkkkkk!!!., damn!!!., kilig!!!., whew!., hahahaha.,

amused :

gave sumone sumthin., umpisa lang yan., ahahaha.,

disappointed :

kachat ko meg., isip daw nila nagdahilan lang ako., hanep., i know it was supposed to come as a joke., pero tinamaan ako., hard!!!., damn., why would i lie to them di ba?., and about something i'm also ssooooo excited about?!?! no hard feelings., i understand them., my reason is pretty., well., unreasonable., it was hard to believe, i know., i don't expect them to understand., kaya lang., potah., ako pa., e gusto ko nga parating nasa gitna ng lahat ng kaguluhan., haaayy., okei lang.,

sad :

coaching kay tl., binigay na nya mga transition skeds namin., lungkot!!., sucks to be me., [hehe., oo na., lalayo na kay dojie]., sabi ko panu pag natanggal sa supergroup, makakabalik pa ba alcatraz., di daw sure., e kung kulang daw roster., sabi ko kulangin nya., hehehe., yoko na talaga umalis., dapat pala kay clemen kame., buti na lang nalipat kay brian., potah., resign ako ng si oras nun., sabi nga dojie bat pa daw ako alis., ha!., gusto ko ba?!?!., kung kelan nagsisimula na ko magenjoy sa munting prison namin., dun naman ako makakalaya., mamimiss ko mga kosa lalo na warden., hehehe.,

excited :

pag patak ng oct.30., yosemite na ko., exciting., i've always said may dugong yosemite din ako., sana lang matanggap na ni tl brian., hehehe., i'm looking forward to strengthening my friendship with the rest of the yosemite gang., esp with my best girlfriend bheng., gmik to the max., double dates., inuman., woohoo!!!! di lang mondays ang bonding time namin., mondays to fridays na., yahuuuu!!!!., wala nang habulan ng chika., kewl!!!.,

tired :

sleep na., nyt!!

nextym nlang...

2006-10-25T19:14:00.000+08:00

haaay., i wasn't able to go with them to galera., ang freaky e., mejo mababaw., pero i just wanted to be safe., while i was packing my things kase., nikki kept on hugging me., it was weird because she's not like that., i decided not to give meaning to it., but there was a nagging feeling that i could not avoid., i also thought, "what if that's the last time i'll ever see her?"., shit talaga., before i went to bed., i said a little prayer., asked for a sign., if nikki would wake up before i go in the morning, then i won't go to galera anymore., hanep! nikki woke up., i was like "what the fuck is this?"., di lang un., she got up and hugged me and didin't wanna let go., maya maya, she was crying already., i asked her why., di raw nya alam., wag na daw ako sumama., i called up my gurlfriend and asked for her opinion., she said, i got more than the sign i asked for., sabi pa nya "marunong ka ba lumangoy?"., sabi ko ndeh., "wag ka na sumama"., that being said, i decided not to go anymore., galera would be there forever, it won't go anywhere., imposible din na di na maulit un., sabi nga ng gf ko, it's just a matter of organizing., so, with a heavy heart, i still had to go to makati to bring the grocery., it wasn't easy telling them i wasn't coming anymore., they came up with everything they could say to convince me to come., but to no avail., my mind's made up., a tear fell when i saw them leave., but no regrets., nikki was more important., i did not feel good, but i did not feel bad either.,

the best part was., i got to spend the rest of the day with my gf., coffee, window shopping and a hearty meal at tokyo tokyo., walang talo.,

post muna bago galera ;)

2006-10-22T18:50:00.000+08:00

in just a couple of hours, i'm off to galera., with only Php1,500 in pocket, i wonder how would i ever survive., sheesh!! what am i thinking?!?!?!.,

well., goodluck to me! whew!

field trip

2006-10-21T10:51:00.000+08:00

destination: sugarland and greenbelt 1

so tiring., pero enjoy!.,

sa haba ng byahe., wala pang 30 mins ang tinagal ng tour sa sugarland., nalimasan lang ako ng Php 147.00 para sa mga jellyace na isang bwan naming kakainin., a correction., kakainin ni nikki., kaloka., at., may mango flavored na jellyace ha., kewl! green mango kaya., o kaya durian.,

then off to greenbelt 1 for the musical play "aladdin jr."., i actually thought it will be the son of aladdin and jasmine., kase nga "jr."., un pala aladdin din., di ko lam baket pa nila nilagyan ng "jr."., basta., i was excited coz of all disney fairy tales, aladdin is my ultimate fave., and., repertory phils didn't fail me., i enjoyed it so much i thought i was five again., i was clapping, laughing and yelling with the kids., nikki was silently watching., hehe.,

tapos nun., shopping na., pakshet talaga., buti na lang konti lang dinala ko pera., ubos na naman., coloring books at food, food, food!!!!., punyeta yan., at pupunta ako ng galera sa lunes ng lagay na yan ha!!!

kaso., daming kapikon., un ibang parents kaloka., hanep kung makasingit., di ata alam meaning ng disiplina., at kasama pa nila kids nila ha., good examples., tapos., usapan 4.30 sunduin ng bus., xempre mga 4 palang antay na kame., akalain mung dumating ng 5.30., nice noh?!., sobrang pagod talaga., puros grade 5 pa kasama namin sa bus kaya imagine mu ang engay!!!., sakit sa ulo., muhged!!!!., may iba pang "young ladies" na ang dumi ng bibig., as in., puro mura at kabastusan naririnig ko., naman!!., naloka ako dun., ang aarte pa., dapat ako lang maarte., nakikisabay pa., hekhek

importante, nag enjoy nikki., at ako din., hahahaha.,

post lang

2006-10-12T13:34:00.000+08:00

may mga araw talaga na sobrang kakapikon., di nakakatuwa., ito na ang halimbawa ng araw na yun.,

20

2006-09-28T00:15:00.000+08:00

... if i held you in my arms you know i'd never let you go ...

sigh

2006-09-26T19:12:00.000+08:00

had a chance to talk to him last night., it's been almost two months since the last time that we talked., fine at first., he was making her laugh., i was listening, hurting., then i had to open my mouth., he said he had nothing to confess., nothing to deny., that it was not the right time to talk about things., even said i wasn't thinking right and needed to rest., i said he was being childish., that i should be the one who's pissed., but still., he wouldn't talk to me about it., i don't want to get my hopes up., but he mentioned "us"., like we were family again., i know that's totally out of the picture., what i don't know is why i'm still hoping for it., *sigh*.,

from what i heard., she was thrilled to see him again., wouldn't let him out of her sight even for a second., they spent a good two hours together then he had to go., i can see in her eyes she still wanted to be with him., but she's as proud as her mother., she won't let him know about it., i just hope that the time they spent together would be enough to make him realize how much he's missing., how wrong he is., how much he's hurt me., how much he's hurt her.,

things could've been good., but they're not.,

woohoo!!!

2006-09-22T17:20:00.000+08:00

waaaaaaaaahhhhhhhh

2006-09-21T09:32:00.000+08:00

last day ko na... huhuhu.,

may kalokohan na naman ako kahapon., tsk tsk tsk., masaya naman., kahit pano., [pilit???] bolahan to the max., mas masaya siguro kung totoo lahat., hehehe., pano kaya pag nabuko?!?!., wak naman., haaay naku., exciting ng gantong buhay!!!!

huling hirit mamya., kamikazee sa migels., tapos pasok na., sad., but true., gudbye rest and relaxation., hello american idiots., blech!!!!

2006-09-18T20:12:00.000+08:00

what does your name mean?

K - You like to try new things [ehehehe..anong things???]
R - Sexy! [naman!!! obvious nman!!]
I - You get hyper easily [adik e]
S - Easy to fall in love with [well...]
T - You're loyal to those you love [that is so true!]
I - You get hyper easily [uu na.. adik na nga e]
N - You are absolutely beautiful [absolutely!!]
E - You have a nice ass [uhmm...]

[lagyan ko din nga ng surname] *wink*

C - You're wild & crazy [you don't know the half of it]
O - You're an awesome person [owsum!!!!]
R - Sexy ! [super!!!]
P - You are popular with all types of people [yan ang di ko sure]
U- You really like to chill [kewl men]
Z - You're a little too hard to find. [huh?!]

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A - Damn good kisser.
B - Good all around person.
C - You're wild & crazy
D - You have one of the best personalities ever.
E - You have a nice ass.
F - People totally adore you.
G - You never let people tell you what to do.
H - You have a very good personality and looks.
I - You get hyper easily.
J - Everyone loves you.
K - You like to try new things
L - You live to have fun.
M - Success comes easily to you.
N - You are absolutely beautiful.
O - You're an awesome person.
P - You are popular with all types of people.
Q - You are a hypocrite.
R - Sexy !
S - Easy to fall in love with.
T - You're loyal to those you love.
U- You really like to chill.
V- You are not judgemental.
W - You are very broad minded.
X - You never let people tell you what to do.
Y - One of the best bfs/gfs anyone could ask for.
Z - You're a little too hard to find.

shit!!

2006-09-18T11:01:00.000+08:00

can't stop crying damn!!!

teary eyed...

2006-09-18T10:05:00.000+08:00

Can’t believe we met like this
Is it just coincidence?
I had a feeling I’ll be seeing you again
You’re every bit as beautiful
As the last time we met
When you told me you were leaving
And going back to him

How I wish that I could tell you
It’s all in the past
That I was never good at lying
And baby since you ask
I don’t wanna hear that song again
From the night we first met
I don’t wanna hear you whispering
Things I’d rather forget
I don’t wanna look into your eyes
Coz you know what happens next
We’ll be making love and then
I’ll fall all over again

Can’t begin to tell you
Just how, sorry I am
That the man you built your
Dreams around just broke your heart again
I think I know the feeling
Coz I once loved you so much
And I swore I’d rather die or
Live a day without your touch
If I held you in my arms
You’ll know I’ll never let you go
But this ain’t the time or place
To get emotional

I don’t wanna hear that song again
From the night we first met
I don’t wanna hear you whispering
Things I’d rather forget
I don’t wanna look into your eyes
Coz you know what happens next
We’ll be making love and then
I’ll fall all over again
How you're crying when you kiss me
When you waked out that door

You were always such a mystery
I still dream we're making love
Then I stop myself because

walang kadala dala

2006-09-18T09:29:00.000+08:00

eto na naman., tsk..tsk..tsk.., pero hanep naman sa timing., i was thinking of someone kase., an old fling., dont know why, pero mga ilang araw ko din sya iniisip.., kaya you could imagine how surprised i was to see a text message from him yesterday., ang tapang nya coz i already told him last month not to text me ever again., pero nagtext pa din., alam ng loko kung pano ako susuyuin., pero it's a good thing i don't feel anything for him na., i mean, gusto ko pa din sya.., pero not like before., nothing serious., trip trip na lang siguro to.,

seventh day

2006-09-16T20:11:00.000+08:00

yup., it's my seventh day., and i still haven't accomplished anything decent., except for one thing., i've fixed my closet already., if you call that an accomplishment then, yes, i've accomplished something.,

sobrang wrong timing ang LOA ko., wala akong pera., di ako makagala., pero di bale., family day na bukas., punta ko office., kasama nikki., then., off to rockwell for the cvg makati "Family Day"., hmmm., family day., is it the day to make families??? hehehe.,

sa monday, bonding time with my bestfriend na isang dekada ko na atang di nakikita.,

sa tuesday, team building.,

wednesday wala pang sked.,

sa thursday, apir day with kamikazee sa miquels!!!!! wooohoooo!!!!!

at., sadly., sa friday., balik na sa office., *sigh*

80's trip kanina., miss ko na ang bioman, shaider, maskman, at masked rider black., haaayy.,

inis pa din ako., kakaasar.,

pakshet

2006-09-16T08:35:00.000+08:00

Eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Sobrang naasar ako!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Tangina., baket kase., nagpadala na naman ako., PUTANG INA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Sobrang yabang., bwisit., perpekto., putik din naman., sobra nya ko sinasaktan parati., di na talaga nakakatuwa., ayoko na talaga sa kanya., punyeta!!!!!

The Refrigerator Test

2006-09-14T14:33:00.000+08:00

Q1. How do you put a giraffe into a refrigerator?

Correct AnswerOpen the refrigerator, put in the giraffe and close the door. This question tests whether you tend to do simple things in an overly complicated way.

Q2. How do you put an elephant into a refrigerator?

Wrong Answer:Open the refrigerator, put in the elephant and close the refrigerator. Correct Answer:Open the refrigerator, take out the giraffe, put in the elephant and close the door. This tests your ability to think through the repercussions of your actions.

Q3. The Lion King is hosting an animal conference. All the animals attend, except one. Which animal does not attend?

Correct Answer:The elephant, since it is still in the refrigerator. This tests your memory. OK, even if you did not answer the first three questions correctly, you still have one more chance to show your abilities.

Q4. There is a river you must cross, but it is inhabited by crocodiles. How do you manage it?

Correct Answer:You swim across. All of the crocodiles are attending the Animal Meeting!
This tests whether you learn quickly from your mistakes.

I act like a 23-year-old

2006-09-14T07:01:00.000+08:00

[ ] I know how to make a pot of coffee
[x] I can do my own laundry
[x] I can cook for myself
[ ] I do my chores after being told once
[x] I sometimes do my homework/work
[x] I actually enjoy intellectual conversations
[ ] I think politics is exciting
[ ] My parents and grand-parents have betterthings to say than my peers
total: 4
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[ ] I show up for school/work every day unlessI'm sick
[x] I always carry a pen in my pocket/purse
[x] I watch talk shows
[x] I know what incredibility means withoutlooking it up
[x] I drink black coffee
total: 4
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[x] I know how to run the dish washer or do thedishes
[x] I can count in more than one language
[ ] I can mow the lawn
[x] I can wash the car eventhough i don't ownone
[x] I can make adults laugh... without makingmyself look stupid
[ ] I remember to water my plants
[x] I study when I have to
[x] I pay attention at school/work
[ ] I remember to feed my pets.
[ ] I'm generally organized
total: 6
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[x] I can spell experience without the help of adictionary
[x] I clean up my own messes
[x] The first thing I do when I wake up is getcoffee
[ ] I can go to the store without gettingsomething I don't need
[x] I understand jokes the first time they aresaid
[x] I can type quickly, because I type every day
total: 5
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[x] My choice in clothing is acceptable in anoffice or something like that
[x] I can watch politics and laugh
[ ] I have realized that the weather forecastchanges every hour
[x] I have realized that no one will take youseriously unless you are over the age of 25 andhave a job
[x] I can read a book and actually finish it
[ ] People have said that I look older than I am
total: 4
_________________________________________

total: 23

Now add up how many x's you have and put "Iactlike a _ year old."

my wishlist

2006-09-13T20:09:00.000+08:00

1. cellphone

2. harry potter books

3. chucks
4. wristwatch
5. clothes

6. laptop

7. mp4

8. tongue ring

9. porche

10. bahay at lupa

whew!!! wish ko lang!!!

true or false

2006-09-13T08:02:00.000+08:00

Instructions:
A. Copy this whole list.
B. Highlight the things that are true about you.
C. Whatever you don't touch is false.

01. When I was younger I made some bad decisions
02. I don't watch much TV these days -- [napipilitan..sa bahay lang kase e..hirap ng walang pera..huhuhu]
03. I love psychodelic mushrooms -- [psychowhat?!?!?!]
04. I love sleeping
05. I have loads of books
06. I once slept in a bathroom
07. I love playing video games
08. I adore marijuana
09. I watch porn movies -- [anu un porn???]
10. I watch them with my father
11. I like sharks
12. I love spiders, I think they're adorable, especially the ones with bright colours on their backs
13. I was born without hair and I still have no hair
14. I like George Bush
15. I am cool -- [at least i think i am]
16. I have changed a lot mentally over the last year
17. I have a jacuzzi and a Porsche -- *wink* *wink*
18. I have a lot to learn - i believe one shouldn't stop learning
19. I carry my knife everywhere -- [itsy bitsy teenee weenee knife chris gave me]
20. I can be really really smart -- [emphasis on "can"]
21. I've never broken someone's bones
22. I have a secret - that no one else knows
23. I hate snow
25. Punk rock rules
26. I hate Bill Gates!
27. I love Chinese food
28. I would hate to be famous
29. I am so not a morning person
30. I wear glasses
31. I don't need glasses, except sunglasses
32. I have potential -- [i just wish i knew what it was]
33. I'm pure Japanese
34. My legs are two different sizes
35. I have a twin
36. I wear a padded bra sometimes
37. I can ramble on about absolutely nothing
38. I'm left-handed
39. I hate llamas, but I'm one of them -- [llamas??]
40. I don't like horror movies
41. I suck at climbing, but I love it anyway
42. People hate me usually - people who give out flyers at malls never approach me
43. I love pop music
44. I hardly ever go to bed before midnight
45. I hate parking fines
46. I know the national anthem of my country by heart
47. I know more than two languages -- [well...sort of]
48. I can spend too much time on the computer
49. I often want to throw out the computer in a window
50. I live on a ground floor
51. I don't like chocolate
52. I'd like to be more original
53. I've lied
54. Cocks are my favorite birds
55. I want to conquer the world
56. I wonder what happens when I die
57. I've read all books about Harry Potter
58. I love my dog!
59. I love to exercise
60. I hate chemistry with a passion and math, too!
61. I love to write but I wish I could be as interesting as some people
62. I like changes
63. I hate going to class
64. I am afraid to die
65. I hate dish washing with a passion!
66. My hair is long, brown, and incredibly curly
67. My nails are nine inch long
68. My favorite color is black
69. I like to sleep on the floor
70. I am hopeless at cooking
71. I sucked my thumb when I was little
72. I should be doing something else rather than doing this
73. I am online a lot
74. I hate government
75. I don't have a girlfriend/boyfriend
76. I'm too nice for my own good -- [kanya kanyang opinyon yan!!!]
77. I love to read, I read as much as I can
78. I don't trust newspapers
79. I like debating
80. I live in a wagon -- [hehe]
81. I clean my room once a month
82. I'm scared of american fast food
83. I have a third eye
84. I love Mozambique
85. I don't trust any religion
86. I used to play with barbies only because all the other girls were doing it
87. I wanted to be a super hero when I was little
88. I like listening to wind chimes
89. I'm very disorganized
90. My hair is long and straight
91. I earn a lot
92. I don't like spicy food
93. I keep a diary
94. I can't do cartwheels
95. I can be very lazy
96. I'm sarcastic more often than not
97. I think my hair can be annoying
98. I could be sensitive
99. I love being "ab-normal" - No one's normal these days.

so 25 na pala ang kasunod ng 23 nowadays?!?!?!

what i miss most...

2006-09-12T17:22:00.000+08:00

1. bonding time with nikki bebi [kaya nga LOA e]

2. carlsbad

3. tambay sa labas ng bahay pag hapon at kumain ng fishballs

4. tambay sa better kahit di naman marunong mag bilyar., [parang puros tambay a]

5. sm sa gabi., un tipong pa close na.,

6. skul

7. patintero

8. vgh

9. dalawang mahaharot

10. san andres

11. dancing

12. *wink*

13. digi cafe

14. low call volume weekends

15. woohoo

16. secret late night trips to 7-11

17. coloring books

18. sembreak at christmas vacation.,

19. telebabad gang madaling araw kausap si...

20. leng koh [sad but true]

family reunion

2006-08-26T18:25:00.000+08:00

3 generations itu ...

kelan kaya mauulit toh?!

charlie and the angels!!!

naman!!!

hi guys

2006-08-25T10:20:00.000+08:00

not really in the mood to blog nowadays.,

just got home from nikki's school., they had a program for the linggo ng wika., lucky enough, my leave was approved so i was able to go with her.,

told tl my "desires" [ambition] to be a tl., said he'll help me., delirious ata ako., well., gudluk.,

office na naman bukas., kakatamad na talaga., i still miss carlsbad., pero., naka move on na kahit pano.,

eto muna., got a book to finish.,

ouch!

2006-08-16T13:38:00.000+08:00

got my tongue pierced!!!

long day

2006-08-12T17:01:00.000+08:00

had a long day today., photo-finish na naman sa work as usual., nag-cab na naman., haay., la na ko pera., huhu., i spoke with zel earlier., she said that tl joey told her that he already submitted the request to have me transferred to chase ded., sbrang ok ng swing., petix lang., pro-agent pa un tl., kaso hirap talaga ako., hirap gumising., hirap mamasahe., liit ng sweldo., and ... basta.,

may sumpong na naman zel., pero hopefully naayos na nila.,

panget ng calls., tapos may panibagong "bright idea" na naman ang sales coach., [kanino kaya un?? hehehehe]., D2 CLUB., pakshet., lahat ng dwellers ng direct., ie below 90%., part ng club na toh., every week may meeting kasama iba pang dwellers., at., take note., post/pre shift ang meeting., WALANG BAYAD., pakshet talaga di ba??., pag daw di umattend., babawian ng 10 pts sa applauz cards [na walang wenta]., tapos mag eexplain pa sa OM., 2nd offense., magiging utusan ng sales coach., 3rd., mag eeplain sa site manager., potah., etoh pa ang gud news., unang meeting namin sa aug 15 tuesday 4.30 am!!!., sabi ko kay tl malamang nyan maging bestfriend ko na ang OM at site manager., !@#%$^&*., sabi ni dad bawal daw un., somethin bout havin it in the labor code., hinahanapan din nila tl ng butas., sabi ng mga swing tls nasa quality daw ng calls un., kaya gumawa si tl ng F9 tracker., in the meantime, attend muna daw kame nun meeting., haaaay., isang malaking gudlak sa kin.,

tl jesi is turning out to be ok., sana di sa umpisa lang.,

imbisibol pa din xa., panay lapit at parinig., kesyo di ko daw xa kinakausap., sauce., may kailangan cguro., bahala xa., sana nga kayanin ng EQ koh., yaw ko na xa kausapin., sabi nga ni zel di ko daw ba namimiss., xempre namimiss., kaso., sobra na e., he's a great friend., maxado lang madrama., tsk tsk.,

may bago pala akong lss ...

Know I havent slept a week at all

Since you've been gone

And my eyes are kinda tired

From crying all night long

Know I've never been too good

at cooking just for one

It's so lonely here without you darling

Come back home'

Cause I'm half crazy

Feelin' sorry for myself

Half crazy

Worried you'd find someone else to love

Know life hasnt been much fun at all

Since you've been gone

And my eyes begin to fill

Each time I hear our song

I spent every minute asking myself

What went wrong

Can't we try to talk it over baby

Come back home

'Cause I'm half crazy

Feelin' sorry for myself

Half crazy

Worried you'd find someone else to love

But baby there is no-one else

Half crazy

For everything you saying

Half crazy

No one else could love you like I do

'Cause I'm half crazy

Feelin' sorry for myself

Half crazy

Worried you'd find someone else to love

But baby there is no-one else

Half crazy

For everything you saying

Half crazy

No one else could ever love you

No one else could ever be

Half crazy

Feeling sorry for myself

And I'm worried you'll find someone else

Feeling sorry for myself

Half Crazy

imbisibol

2006-08-08T21:45:00.000+08:00

haay nako., kaloka tong day na toh., pretended he did not exist., bahala xa., fed up na., sobra.,

nasasad ako., di dahil sa kanya ha., un ibang teamates., i mean dating teamates., sobrang hindi sila happy sa napuntahan nilang team., kung may magagawa lang ba ko diba., mag apply ako tl., tapos buuin ko un dating carlsbad., tapos wala nang magtatrabaho samin., bawal sa team ko ang mabait at hindi maloko.,bawal ang mabait sa caller., xempre di nila ako pwedeng pagalitan kase ang OM ko ay si joey., haaaay., sarap mangarap., ansaya ko na nun., hekhek.,

we had our team meeting today., fresh pa sa kin un last na team meeting, eto na naman., grabe tong araw na toh., sobrang wala ako sa hulog., tatlo ba naman ang tks adjustments koh., buti na lang mabait si jesi., in fairness, kinamusta nya ko., do i feel well na daw., easy lang daw., *sigh*., i crush him sobra., in fairview, di ko dinelete un rply nya sa txt ko kahapon., take a gud rest daw., weeeeeeee., harhar.,

had a chat with tl joey., mamadaliin na daw nya pag kuha sa kin., sa totoo lang, i'm having doubts., i like swing na., kaso lang., sobrang kulang un money., pwamis., saka ayaw ko na nun calls., sana ok sa chase.,

nagpunta dito bes kasama baby meyn., waaaaahhhhh., inggit ako., galing galing na nya mag drive., boohoo., cute pa ng auto nya., inggit inggit inggit.,

so sick

2006-08-07T14:40:00.000+08:00

didn't come to work today., haayy., got to gather myself together.,

we had an argument yesterday., sumtyms.,i feel like he's just using me., but then i think i know better so i ignore it., then he does things that makes me think twice., then yesterday happened., he was ignoring me the whole day yesterday., says he just doesn't want it to appear as if he's using me., i say why think of it that way when there's no truth in it?!?!?., we haven't had problems with this before., so., anu ba tlaga ang totoo?!?!?., tangina., ang pinaka nakakaasar dun., nagpapaapekto ako., maybe because., because., *sigh* maybe because the truth is i'm stupid to believe everything he says is true., i mean., i see how he is with other girls., it's not impossible that he's like that with me., right?!?!.,

haaay., isang mahabang tulog lang yan., ok na ko bukas.,

for meggie, reign ang chris., there's a poor attempt for a shoutbox down here., dun na lang kayo mag post ng comment para kewl.,

alcatraz

2006-08-03T18:51:00.000+08:00

yep.., alcatraz na ang name ng team., thanks to dad and chris., as of the moment., 11 pa lang ata kame., sabi ni tl may mga dadating pa daw na bago., speaking of tl., cute nya talaga pwamis., says he's not that into conversion., and number one rule is integrity., "don't lie to me"., mukha naman xang okei., sana., di pa din ako sanay tawagin xang tl., bilang pa mga kilos namin., nagkakailangan pa., haaay., for the nth time., i miss carlsbad., pero., got to move n., unfair sa alcatraz.,

by the way., my adjustment's not going great., have to drag myself to work everyday., hirap gumising., panget pa ng calls., not so excited bout being in chase ded either, parang mas gusto ko na pang umaga., ewan.,

la na ko money., vgh ghost is haunting me., huhuhu.,

first day

2006-07-31T17:31:00.000+08:00

first day ng swing..,
wento ko muna un team building nun july 30 am, after saturday shift...

i think i speak for us all when i say none of us was in the mood to work nun saturday shift., who would?., i mean, its the last time we'll be converting together as a team., e kaya lang naman kame nagtagal sa cvg is becoz of the team and our tl., ni weiz., we decided to go to digi cafe after shift., pero too bad, digi cafe was closed., we headed off to sizzling stop in pasay road instead., attendance: tl joey, lloyd, cheng, melvin, kristina, tinai, jano, meg and joseph, dad, chris, diane, reign, ekah, jan, marissa, and moi., so we were almost complete., we occupied a long line of tables., we ate breakfast first before ordering booze., [service wasn't that good]., we gave tl joey our gift., we made letters for him during the shift., some of us were cracking jokes so as to avoid breaking into tears., hehe., kanya kanyang wentuhan at tagayan., qoute from tl: "i don't have a NEW TEAM, i only have a NEW JOB"., i know deep in all of us., erm., SOME of us., we'll never be anything but a CARLSBAD., *sniff*

one by ne, sme of us started to go home., the usual crowd was left, minus chris., i was busy flirting with someone on my fone when i noticed diane already close to tears., HA!!., seryosong usapan na pala., sabi na nga ba e., knting tagayan lang kailangan para magkalabasan na e., we told her everything., actually ekah told her., first time i saw ekah cry., haay., at least we got it all out., diane says she's awake now., i hope so.,

i'm gonna miss carlsbad., :'(

meteor garden

2006-07-28T08:24:00.000+08:00

[vioLet naman maiba Lang]

ewan ko ba kung anu ang fascination ko ngayon sa f4., asar na nga si meg kase na LSS xa dahil sakin.,lalo na un kay jerry yan

Ting shuo gan qing yao man man lei ji

You bu de rang wo fang shi ren xing

Zen me wo xun gui dao ju

Pin le ming fu chu

Ni mei you hui ying

Ting shuo gan qing nan mian li bu chong xin

Yi bu yi ju que bu jian zhong ying

Ni gei de yan sheng hao bi

Da re tian li yi dao leng kong qi

Wo shi zhen de zhen de zhen de hen ai ni

Yi wei fu chu le yi qie jiu fei dei you yi yi

Ni gei de nan ti

Wo bu ceng tao bi

Shei jiao wo yi ai ni cheng xing

Zhong you yi tian ke yi yong li jin jin bao zhu ni

Bi jin ji xu de hu xi ye yao you dian mu di

Yi sheng de shang tong

Wei qu de hen ji

Zai ni fang bei de yan jing li

Dou shi lin

Yao Ding Ni

Wo shi sao dong

Wo shi ai qing de bao feng

Ai zhu gong

Bu xi guan bei dong

Zai ni xin zhong

Wo shi xiong yong de bao feng

Zhan ju ni juan ru wo xin zhong

Wo de wei dao cai pei de shang ni de hao

Zen neng ren shou bie ren gei ni bu ji ge de ai

Nan dao ni hui bu xia

hekhek.,

sad kase di ako naapprove ng vgh., i was next on the list!!! can you believe., pangit pa naman ng calls., haaay., okii na din., may mamya pa naman., agree si tl nun sinabi ko na wala sa amin ang may gustong mag-isip na pawala na ang carlsbad., di pa nagsink-in samin.,

last three days...

2006-07-27T04:06:00.000+08:00

last three days of being a carlsbad., sana pwede hiramin kay shaider un time space warp., wla lang., nabanggit ko lang., panu pa magcocombert nyan?!?!?!., off na sa linggo., tapos., tapos., *huhu*., swing na sa monday., sabi ni tL kunin daw nya ko sa chase., haay., mas maganda naman siguro un kesa swing dabash?., dabash?., panu na pag wala ang carlsbad sa paligid ko?!., potah.,

nun tuesday mornin., after monday shift., gawa kame ng last project for carlsbad., then it was off to rufo's for breakfast., kahit na may bagyo., ok lang., un isa nga jan di daw sasama., pero gang uwian sabay kame., kumusta naman un?!?!?.,

kahit na sinasabi namin na breakfast for the last time, i think none of us are ready to accept it., siguro hanggat hindi kame nagcacalls kasama ng bagong team, di pa rin namin matatanggap na di na kame carlsbad., actually., i'll never be anything else but a carlsbad., :'(

one bad thing after another

2006-07-22T22:57:00.000+08:00

i'm starting to hate this day., dapat tinuloy ko na lang un plano kong mag sl e., wala pa sa kalahati un araw depressed na ko.,

tamad na tamad ako pumasok today and i don't know why., siguro kase may natitira pa akong sl and i haven't used it yet considering its the end of the month already., pero., since may war of the floors., at kailangan magpanggap na team player., kailangan isaalang-alang ang absenteeism rate., inisip ko mag half day na lang., pero naman., wala na ko sswelduhin., so., i had to drag myself to work., sobrang babaw pa nun tulog ko., pangit pa nun nasakyan kong bus., haaay., dami nang signs na this wasn't goin' to be a good day., for the second day, nag cab na naman ako to work.,

another reason why i fret going to work today was that i have to face him., tapos na vl nya., and we haven't spoken since tuesday., kahit na sa text lang., i guess i wasn't ready to face him yet.,naiisip ko na na wala na sya talaga pakialam sakin kase late na ko di pa din sya nagtetext kung nasan na ko., un pala., i need not fret kase wala sya sa office., so panibaong isip na naman., baket di nya ko tinext na di sya papasok?., tinanong ko pa kay tl kung baket., kesyo baha daw sa kanila., hmmm.,

at., eto na., the worst news of all., tl started talking to us in groups., una kina jan., sunod samin., f*ck., sabi na nga ba i should have just stayed home., he confirmed to us that he'll be the next tl for chase dedicated., the som spoke with him and said that it was hightime for him to step up., so., mahirap man sa kanya., he has to let go of the team., taena., di ko na napigil., naiyak na ko., pero., kahit naman ayaw namin., we have to support him., this is the best thing for him., di ko lang magets sa ngayon how it is the best thing for the team., biased pa siguro judgement ko., apektado ako maxado., no one can blame me naman di ba., the only reason i'm still here at cvg was him and the team., ngayon., wala na un reason na un., although he promised he would give us in clusters., carlsbad is still carlsbad., sabi nya maybe this would make us think about stepping up., up o out???., then., at around 3.30., the OM called for a team meeting., as if this day couldn't get any worst., we had to draw lots to pick a new team., sobrang helpless nun feeling., napunta ako sa swing., shet., there was one tiny consolation., he exchanged with sum1 so he cud be in swing to., di ko ulet napigilan magcry., madrama na kung madrama., taena.,

I HATE THIS DAY

anu pa ba?!?!?!!!!

2006-07-21T13:28:00.000+08:00

the best 3 days of my life!!!!

we started the trip at around 9am., hinatid kame ng parents ni ecka., first stop was the mushroomburger in tagaytay., their patties were made from mushroom only, no meat., kain muna saglit, then it was off to batangas., 'guro mga 2 hours ata un nakarating din kame ng batangas., and then., huge disappointment., "nasan na un nasa brochure?!?!"., sobrang false advertising., tapos kame lang matitira., urban legend itoh!!!., and the smell., parang manila zoo., i thought "kahit na gustuhin nila magstay dito, uwi na lang ako"., pero ecka's mom settled it., we canceled the reservation and get the refund once we got back to manila., so., hanap ng ibang place to go to., dapat munting buhangin., pero na-intercept ng isang mama at hinatid kame sa private resort daw., white sand daw., 15 mins lang daw., whapaak!., 15 mins ang 48 years pala., at mejo nadumihan un white sand ha., at sobrang private nga., walang ibang tao kundi kaming anim na gurls at mga 5 guys na mukang goons., sarap noh., adventure!!

xempre ayaw namin dun., ang ending., GALERA!!!!!!

nakahabol kame sa 3.30pm trip ng supercat.,we arrived at calapan banda 6pm., we stayed at the home of ecka's grandparents., ayos lang onti, dinner ng instant noodles, then sleep na.,sobrang pagod lahat., maliban ata kina ecka at jan., bilib ako sa energy ng dalawang un., at nakuha pa nila tumagay., hehe., the next day., we grabbed our things and headed to galera., pero, stop-over muna sa tamaraw falls., nature at its finest., sobrang ganda., sobrang lamig din ng tubig., ice-cold as in., dip lang konti., then., byahe na ulet papuntang white beach.,

ganda ng beach pwamis., canvas muna ng room., ok naman un napuntahan namin., attic un pwesto., enough for us all.,may sarili pa kame veranda, which is perfect coz some of us were smokers., nakuha namin xa ng 1500., sulit na din., tapos we had our lunch., we were so starved., after lunch, ikot muna para bumaba kinain., tapos swim na sana kame para mahabol un sun., e kaso, matalino ako., nagpa-henna muna ako., 2 hours pala un para matuyo completely., ganda di ba., tapos ikot muna to buy pasalubong., so., swim na sila., while kame ni meg., naiwan sa shore., haay., pero ok na din., swim na rin kame around 5., sarap ng water., woohoo., tapos shower then dinner., dapat inuman afterwards., kaso., natulog na naman ako., kaasar., i woke up the next day around 4.30 na., la na ta_mud uminom., swim agad ng mga 5., tapos namili ulet ng pasalubong., haay., tapang ko mamili., ala naman money., may kwentong pa-impress pa., dun sa isang store, may guy na tumitingin ng shades., "magkano to?"., punta kame dun sa katabing store., punta din sya dun sabay tingin sa shirt at "how much is this?"., huh?!?!? what the?!?!?!., PA-IMPRESS!!!., nagkatinginan na lang kame ni marissa at nagtawanan., hehehe., at., sumikat ang haring araw., kaya nagmadali na kame at nagbabad ni meg sa araw., makakuha ng tan line kahit panu., [yabang ko db., pa tanline pa.,]., taps shower na., then back to reality., byahe na kme ni meg to manila., iwan sila ecka., so, di kame nakasama sa tukuran., pero okei na din., di naman namin kakayanin na kinabukasan magbyahe tpos pasok ng office., i arrived home at around 10.30pm., daming pagod., gusto ko pa sana mag-net kagabi kaso di na kaya.,

i learned a lot from this experience., mas nakilala ko mga friends koh., dami ko nadiscover about them., i made a new friend int he likes of tish., kala ko mahirap sya pakisamahan, di pala., nadiscover ko na sobrang maalaga ni marissa at sobrang protective ni ekah., si jan, antaas ng energy level., ngayon ko lang sya narinig magmura at tumili., feeling ko mas naging close kame ni meg., lalo na nauna kame umuwi., we had a chance to talk about a lot of things., i also had a chance to prove that two heads are better than one., 6 heads actually., i learned to listen to what they had to say., nalaman ko din na kahit ganto., sobra din pala un concern nila sakin., i'm not saying na di sila concerned., siguro i'm just preoccupied to notice it., best of all., i got to experience how tight we really are.,

so., anu pa?!?!?!? anu pa ang hindi namin kayang pagdaanan?!?!?!?!?

in fairness., di xa nagtetext., kei lang., anu kaya gagawin ko mamya pag approved ang vgh?!?!?!

libis

2006-07-15T20:39:00.000+08:00

xempre, approved na naman vgh namin., aga naapprove., so., we all went to something fishy in libis., bagong sweldo kase kaya may panggastos., meg, nark, chris and I were the first ones to arrive., at., akalain mu., may tiangge!!!!., xempre punta agad kame ni meg, to the dismay of the boys., ikot muna kame., we decided to eat muna and go back nalang later para kasama na namen un iba., so eat muna kame., nakita pa namen sila nina at nyoy volante., kamusta naman un., sarap ng food., sobrang nasulit ni chris., hekhek., inaasar pa nya si dad e kasama namin si mareng winnie., dami kong busog., habang nagpapababa ng kinain, punta muna kame ng tiangge., at un ang pinaka maling desisyon na ginawa ko buong araw., haha., i bought a hundred pesos worth of earrings., pati bikini to use for nasugbu next week., haaay.,

at around 3am, nagkaayaan na umuwi., since 3 am pa lang, i needed a place to stay., ha!! tablahin daw ba ko!!., sobrang kaasar talaga., ang ending, nagpunta na lang kami kina ecka., kasama si jan and meg., hotseat ba daw ako., tulugan ko nga sila., hekhek., miski pala sila napapansin na un ginagawa nun isa., unfair nga daw., un pagtingin nya sa iba habang kasama ako., pati na un pagpunta ng nasugbu., sayang un slot nya, sana napunta na lang sa isa sa min ni meg., ayaw naman nila kasama un gf nun., xempre nga naman kasama ako., para daw sa kanila, pag magkakasama kame, kame., o dabash., quiet na lang ako., pero antotoo., sobrang naiiyak nako., un pagsakay ko palang ng cab papunta kina ecka., di ko magets why he's doin this to me., wala naman ako ginawa sa kanya., bahala xa., puno na ko.,

well., eni weiz., care koh., *wink*

huh?!?!?

2006-07-12T23:47:00.000+08:00

Find your birthday and then find your tree. This is really cool andsomewhat accurate. Then send it to your friends, including the one that sentit to you, so they can find out what tree they fell from, but don't forgetto change the subject line to your tree.

>Dec 23 to Jan 01 - Apple Tree
>Jan 01 to Jan 11 - Fir Tree
>Jan 12 to Jan 24 - Elm Tree
>Jan 25 to Feb 03 - Cypress Tree
>Feb 04 to Feb 08 - Poplar Tree
>Feb 09 to Feb 18 - Cedar Tree
>Feb 19 to Feb 28 - Pine Tree
>Mar 01 to Mar 10 - Weeping Willow Tree
>Mar 11 to Mar 20 - Lime Tree
>Mar 21 (only) -Oak Tree
>Mar 22 to Mar 31 - Hazelnut Tree
>Apr 01 to Apr 10 - Rowan Tree
>Apr 11 to Apr 20 - Maple Tree
>Apr 21 to Apr 30 - Walnut Tree
>May 01 to May 14 - Poplar Tree
>May 15 to May 24 - Chestnut Tree
>May 25 to Jun 03 - Ash Tree
>Jun 04 to Jun 13 - Hornbeam Tree
>Jun 14 to Jun 23 - Fig Tree
>Jun 24 (only) - Birch Tree
>Jun 25 to Jul 04 - Apple Tree
>Jul 05 to Jul 14 - Fir Tree
>Jul 15 to Jul 25 -Elm Tree
>Jul 26 to Aug 04 - Cypress Tree
>Aug 05 to Aug 13 - Poplar Tree
>Aug 14 to Aug 23 - Cedar Tree
>Aug 24 to Sep 02 - Pine Tree
>Sep 03 to Sep 12 - Weeping Willow Tree
>Sep 13 to Sep 22 - Lime Tree
>Sep 23 (only) - Olive Tree
>Sep 24 to Oct 03 - Hazelnut Tree
>Oct 04 to Oct 13 - Rowan Tree
>Oct 14 to Oct 23 - Maple Tree
>Oct 24 to Nov 11 - Walnut Tree
>Nov 12 to Nov 21 - Chestnut Tree
>Nov 22 to Dec 01 - Ash Tree
>Dec 02 to Dec 11 - Hornbeam Tree
>Dec 12 to Dec 21 - Fig Tree
>Dec 22 (only) - Beech Tree

>TREES (in alphabetical order)

>Apple Tree (Love) -- quiet and shy at times, lots of charm, appeal,and attraction, pleasant attitude, flirtatious smile, adventurous,sensitive, loyal in love, wants to love and be loved, faithful and tenderpartner, very generous, many talents, loves children, needs affectionatepartner.
>Ash Tree (Ambition) -- extremely attractive, vivacious, impulsive,demanding, does not care for criticism, ambitious, intelligent, talented,likes to play with fate, can be very egotistic, reliable, restless lover,sometimes money rules over the heart, demands attention, needs love and muchemotional support. >
>Beech Tree (Creative) -- has good taste, concerned about its looks,materialistic, good organization of life and career, economical, goodleader, takes no unnecessary risks, reasonable, splendid lifetime companion,keen on keeping fit (diets, sports, etc.).
>Birch Tree (Inspiration) -- vivacious, attractive, elegant,friendly, unpretentious, modest, does not like anything in excess, abhorsthe vulgar, loves life in nature and in calm, not very passionate, full ofimagination, little ambition, creates a calm and content atmosphere.
>Cedar Tree (Confidence) -- of rare strength, knows how to adapt,likes unexpected presents, of good health, not in the least shy, tends tolook down on others, self-confident, a great speaker, determined, oftenimpatient, likes to impress others, has many talents, industrious, healthyoptimism, waits for the one true love, able to make quick decisions.
>Chestnut Tree (Honesty) -- of unusual stature, impressive,well-developed sense of justice, fun to be around, a planner, born diplomat,can be irritated easily, sensitive of others feelings, hard worker,sometimes acts superior, feels not understood at times, fiercely familyoriented, very loyal in love, physically fit.
>Cypress Tree (Faithfulness) - strong, muscular, adaptable, takeswhat life has to give but doesn't necessarily like it, strives to becontent, optimistic, wants to be financially independent, wants love andaffection, hates loneliness, passionate lover which cannot be satisfied,faithful, quick-tempered at times, can be unruly and careless, loves to gainknowledge, needs to be needed.
>Elm Tree (Noble-mindedness) -- pleasant shape, tasteful clothes,modest demands, tends not to forgive mistakes, cheerful, likes to lead butnot to obey, honest and faithful partner, likes making decisions for others,noble-minded, generous, good sense of humour, practical.
>Fig Tree (Sensibility) -- very strong minded, a bit self-willed,honest, loyal, independent, hates contradiction or arguments, hard workerwhen wants to be, loves life and friends, enjoys children and animals, fewsexual relationships, great sense of humour, has artistic talent and greatintelligence.
>Fir tree (Mysterious) -- extraordinary taste, handles stress well,loves anything beautiful, stubborn, tends to care for those close to them,hard to trust others, yet a social butterfly, likes idleness and lazinessafter long demanding hours at work, rather modest, talented, unselfish, manyfriends, very reliable.
>Hazelnut Tree (Extraordinary) -- charming, sense of humour, verydemanding but can also be very understanding, knows how to make a lastingimpression, active fighter for social causes and politics, popular, quitemoody, sexually oriented, honest, a perfectionist, has a precise sense ofjudgment and expects complete fairness.
>Hornbeam Tree (Good Taste) -- of cool beauty, cares for its looksand condition, good taste, is not egoistic, makes life as comfortable aspossible, leads a reasonable and disciplined life, looks for kindness andacknowledgment in an emotional partner, dreams of unusual lovers, is seldomhappy with its feelings, mistrusts most people, is never sure of itsdecisions, very conscientious.
>Lime Tree (Doubt) - intelligent, hard working, accepts what lifedishes out, but not before try! trying to change bad circumstances into goodones, hates fighting and stress, enjoys getaway vacations, may appear tough,but is actually soft and relenting, always willing to make sacrifices forfamily and friends, has many talents but not always enough time to use them,can become a complainer, great leadership qualities, is jealous at times butextremely loyal.
>Maple Tree (Independence of Mind) -- no ordinary person, full ofimagination and originality, shy and reserved, ambitious, proud,self-confident, hungers for new experiences, sometimes nervous, has manycomplexities, good memory, learns easily, complicated love life, wants toimpress.
>Oak Tree (Brave) -- robust nature, courageous, strong, unrelenting,independent, sensible, does not like change, keeps its feet on the ground,person of action.
>Olive Tree (Wisdom) -- loves sun, warmth and kind feelings,reasonable, balanced, avoids aggression and violence, tolerant, cheerful,calm, well-developed sense of justice, sensitive, empathetic, free ofjealousy, loves to read and the company of sophisticated people.
>Pine Tree (Peacemaker) -- loves agreeable company, craves peace andharmony, loves to help others, active imagination, likes to write poetry,not fashion conscious, great compassion, friendly to all, falls strongly inlove but will leave if betrayed or lied to, emotionally soft, low selfesteem, needs affection and reassurance.
>Poplar Tree (Uncertainty) -- looks very decorative, talented, notvery self-confident, extremely courageous if necessary, needs goodwill andpleasant surroundings, very choosy, often lonely, great animosity, greatartistic nature, good organizer, tends to lean toward philosophy, reliablein any situation, takes partnership seriously.
>Rowan Tree (Sensitivity) -- full of charm, cheerful, gifted withoutegoism, likes to draw attention, loves life, motion, unrest, and evencomplications, is both dependent and independent, good taste, artistic,passionate, emotional, good company, does not forgive.
>Walnut Tree (Passion) -- unrelenting, strange and full ofcontrasts, often egotistic, aggressive, noble, broad horizon, unexpectedreactions, spontaneous, unlimited ambition, no flexibility, difficult anduncommon partner, not always liked but often ! admired, ingeniousstrategist, very jealous and passionate, no compromise.
>Weeping Willow (Melancholy) - likes to be stress free, loves familylife, full of hopes and dreams, attractive, very empathetic, loves anythingbeautiful, musically inclined, loves to travel to exotic places, restless,capricious, honest, can be influenced but is not easy to live with whenpressured, sometimes demanding, good intuition, suffers in love until theyfind that one loyal, steadfast partner; loves to make others laugh

ok lang ba kung...

2006-07-11T20:03:00.000+08:00

sobrang panget ng calls kagabe.., eeeww., kaazar., tapos wala pang vgh., dami pa issue., haay.,

i met up with my college bestfriends kanina., i missed them so much., we had a lot to catch up on.,daming chika., kaso sobrang bitin kase they had to go to work pa., me naman, off na., ahlet is already thinking of marriage., kase we're 23 na daw., naman!!! so what., di naman mauubos ang lalake noh., marriage?!?!?! duh., hehe., palibhasa xa lang ang may matinong luvlyf samin., si oliv naman., puro career., ewan ko ba dun., swerte ng lalake sa kanya., osbrang dedicated nila sa work., me., ahmm., hehehe., ganon pa din daw ako., malandi., ai excuse me., ndeh poh., MAS malandi na., hekhek., kakamiss sila talaga., at., may isang naiinggit., hekhek.,

kaazar n un episodes ko ngayon., baket kase may ganon., grrr., kailangan talaga., haay., sana lumayo na lang din xa., para mas ok na., la na hassle., di nga kame madalas magkita., badtrip pa din., ewan.,

ok lang daw ba dalawa ang bf?., haha., ako pa talaga tinananong., xempre sasabihin ko oo!!!., naman.,

bakit nga ba?

2006-07-09T07:13:00.000+08:00

bakit daw adik ako sa blog na toh? bakit nga ba? di ko din alam.. basta..

may nadiscover ako., kaines., tungkol kay bee., lalo 2loi ako naasar.,

5pm na ko nagising., so.,late ako., okei lang., sabado naman., mga 10 mins ata ako late., when i went to ur lateral to get my things, andun un gurl na nagmamaganda., at sobrang nagmaganda xa today, di na nakakatuwa., bibingo na xa saken., favorite ko pa naman mangasar ng insecure., ampf!
i noticed sad si meg., we haven't had a chance to have a decent talk., she just gave me an overview why she was down., sometimes i think i don't make time for my friends the way they deserve to., di ko un sinasadya., pero i know i need to act up on it.,
ok naman calls., dami ko lang talaga antok., di na ko sanay mag-whole day sa office., hehe., type ni lhec jacket koh., naman., bili ko daw xa., ampf., may wordquiz tournament pa nun lunch., kay tambay na lang ako kina bheng.,

type si nark nun isang bading., nalaman namin nun pauwi kame., andun sila sa likod namin., eeeeeeee., selos ako., hekhek., di naman daw xa papatol sa bading.,
mukang di na tuloi un galera., ok na din., la na ko pera., batangas nalang daw., kewl!
aion., everything else was normal.,

psycho txted., baket daw di ako nagtetext., anu oras daw ako umaalis ng bahay., hanep sa taas ng EQ koh., gwabe., effort un hindi ko pag reply., whew!

he's noticing that i'm ignoring him., may nagawa daw ba xa., sabi ko wala., i need to put a stop to this., di na masaya., kaso., i don't feel good about it., ewan ko why., parang superficial kase un relationship namin e., [anu nga ba un superficial?]., basta., parang wala nang laman.,e ayoko ng ganon.,di maganda.,

anu ang mas mahirap?

2006-07-08T07:02:00.000+08:00

yahuuu!!! vgh was approved at around 20:45., clockout time at 21:00., saya! dinner muna sa mcdo while waiting for the second batch., di kase naapprove ng kasabay namin sila nark., mga 22:30 na sila naapprove., then, we all went to dad's place., para mejo tipid na muna., although naghihinayang ako kase i wanted to go to a bar., sayang e friday pa naman., pero ok na din., aion., pakshet nga lang kse wala pa rin ako sa mood uminom., ["ala ako ta mud uminom!"] so isa't kalahating bote lang ako., :( ., si nark naka-lima kaya mejo makulit na., i like it when he's tipsy., hehe., lumayo na daw ako sa kanya., san naman nanggaling un? at etoh na., nagsimula na ang usapan., "Ano ang mas mahirap? Ang maiwan o ang mang-iwan?"., i think it was marissa who said "Mahirap mang-iwan, pero masakit maiwanan"., true?!?.,
sobra dami ko antok., pero i couldn't sleep coz we were watching white noise [michael keaton]., sobrang suspense., gusto ko na matulog, pero di ko mabitawan un story., after nun, back to the future naman., at pagtripan daw ba kame., marissa and chris went out and left me and nark inside., di pa nakuntento., they switched the lights off and closed the door., kamusta naman un., mejo nakatulog nako.,i woke up lahat sila nasa labas na., taena daig ko pa sila., ako nakatulog, sila ecka umiinom pa din., so, i freshened up and went out na., layo na ng narating ng conversation nila., napunta na sa pagkaka-rape kay nicole., pati na kay imelda marcos., hehe., nauna na kame umuwi kina janice., para maaga.,naabutan ko pa nga si mom sa bahay., *wink*

funny thing., [funny nga ba?] psycho texted earlier., around 00:45., he was trying to contact me but my phone was out of reach.,i'm torn again., text him or not?., damn it., baket pa kase xa nagtext., f*ck., sobrang coincidence naman nun coz i was thinkin about him yesterday., i checked out his friendster kase., puros pix nila nun jowa nya., sinungaling talaga ampf!

tapos eto pang isa., i feel lyk a slut., well., actually di naman maxado., hehe., ang tigas talaga ng ulo ko., pag ako nakarma ewan ko nalang., iniiwasan ko na xa., and i know he notices that., pero ayaw pa din nya ako tigilan., and don't get me wrong., i lyk that., kaya nga takot ako na baka magsawa xa sa kaartehan ko., naaasar ako pag may bago na naman xa., na di naman dapat., feeling ko nacocontrol na nya ko., which is a really bad thing., ayaw ko nun., i wish he'll be honest with me kahit na once lang.,i just wanna know what's on his mind., "truth potion"?., hehe., i can't shake off the feeling na he's using me., i told him before to never treat me as one of his gurls., coz i'm not., inggit ako kay ... kase ang gaan ng realtionship nila., pero samin., d ko alam., may malixa na ba ko?., panget nun.,

SEPARATED - usher

If love was a bird then we wouldn't have our wings
If love was the sky we'd be blue
If love was a choir, U and I could never sing
'cause love isn't for me and U
If love was an Oscar, U and I could never win
'cause we could never act out our parts
If love is the bible, then we are lost in sin
Because it's not in our hearts
So why don't you go your way,
and I'll go mine
Live ur life
And I'll live mine
Baby, u'll do well
And I'll be fine
'cause we're better off separated...
If love was a fire then we have lost the spark
Love never felt so cold
If love was a light then we're lost in the dark
Left with no one to hold
If love was a sport, we're not on the same team
U and I are destined to lose
If love was an ocean, baby, we are just a stream
'cause love isn't for me and U
Girl, I know we had some good times
It's sad but now we gotta say goodbye
Girl U know I love U
I can't deny
Can't say we didn't try to make it work for U and I
I know it hurts so much
But it's best for us
Somewhere along this windy road, we lost the trust
So I walk away, so U don't have to see me cry
It's killing me so, why don't U go
I'm sorry we didn't make it.

"love isn't for me and you".,

gusto ko maasar sa utol koh., pinipilit ko na lang habaan pasenxa ko., pero malapit na talaga., di na lang ako umiimik., coz if i say something, i'm gonna hurt her., i'm not liking what's happening here anymore., lahat lahat.,

haay., kailangan ko na matulog., mahirapan na naman ako magising nyan.,

magkano kaya suswelduhin ko? ;)

idle time

2006-07-07T20:40:00.000+08:00

37 minutes na., la pa calls..,

feeling ko he's using me., such an awful word i know., feeling lang naman., sana hindi totoo., i know na hindi xa ganon., i wanna believe di xa ganon., but sometimes., haay.,

sana may vgh., feeling ko q wala., hmm.,

adik talaga ako., hehe., saya.,

di ako makapag-starbucks., wala kase si jeff.,hekhek., sobra na ba?

eto na un mga tanga...

haaay

2006-07-07T15:55:00.000+08:00

maLungkot na naman ako., f*ck.,

sa wakas

2006-07-07T08:40:00.000+08:00

maayos na din blog koh., ;)

just got home from work., wala ako sa hulog., kahapon pa., haven't had the chance to sleep well kase., adik ako e., *wink*
badtrip coz i'm failing one of our metrics., of all, sked adherance pa., ni hindi ko alam i-spell ng maayos., hekhek., di bale., bawi na lang., transition na ng wave 41., and to think wave 23 ako., gosh., got a chance to speak with one of them., ok naman., di ko lam may nanggagalaiti na pala sken., hehe., ok lang., di ko naman type un., mejo bad mood tl namin.,pero understood na un., 1st week of the month e., i just hope d nya maxado mapansin sked adherance ko., konti calls nun first part of the shift., kaya chikahan lang., chris and i were talking about second chances., i believe everyone should be given a second chance., pero 'gang dun lang., sobrang tanga kn cguro kung may third pa., or sobrang importante lang talaga cguro for you nun tao na un., pero with chris, pag trust na ang nasira, di na mababalik pa., so, no second chances., i think it's unfair., "we're only human" [cliche!]., well., that's what i think.,
good news came at around 23:30., approved vgh namin., and since wala si ecka at half day si marissa at nark., 5 lang kame gumala., punta kame rufo/u's., isang san mig light lang ininom koh., di ko feel uminom e., at xempre., discuss ng mga issue., sarap talaga mang-asar ng mga taong insecure., dmating pa sila.... ., with matching knowing smiles from jan, meg and chris., hehe., tinawag ako ni... ., di ko lam why., suplada daw ako., ampf!., after that, we went back to the office., had our free massages., then tambay muna sa pantry., dami ko antok nun grabe.,
i didn't get a chance to see much of him today., but we texted., sabi ko miss ko na xa., miss na din daw nya ko., feeling nya iniiwasan ko xa., as if naman i can do that., besides we don't see each other that often., d ko na nga cguro xa matatanggal sa sistema ko., pathetic., pero ayos na un., at least i know where i stand., where i SHOULD stand., i just wish he stops pretending he really likes me., na nagseselos xa sa iba., it's not that i don't believe it., i just don't want to., madrama ako maxado nowadays., magkakaron na cguro ako., hekhek.,

It's so hard to lose the one you love
To finally have to say goodbye
You try to be strong, but the pain keeps holding on
And all you can do is cry
Deep within your heart you know it's time to move on
When the fairy tale that you once knew, is gone
When the last teardrop falls
I'll still be holding on, to all of our memories
And all of what used to be
When the last teardrop falls
I will stand tall, and know that you're here with
me in my heart
When the last teardrop falls
So now I'm alone
And life keeps moving on
But my destination still unknown (oh yeah)
Will there be a time when I fall in love again
Or am I just meant to walk these streets alone
If there was just one wish I could be granted here tonight
It would be to have you right back by my side
When the last teardrop falls
I'll still be holding on, to all of our memories
And all of what used to be
When the last teardrop falls
I will stand tall, and know that you're here with
me in my heart
When the last teardrop falls
Now it's time for me to find my happiness again
But the emptiness from missing you will never, ever end
When the last teardrop falls
I'll still be holding on, to all of our memories
And all of what used to be
When the last teardrop falls
I will stand tall, and know that you're here with
me in my heart
When the last teardrop falls

i like this song so much., i don't know why., sobrang sad nga lang., its either martyr or pathetic., umaasa., umaasa ba ko?., hmmm., mas mabuti cguro bumalik na ko sa kamikazee., hehe.,

may something dito., and i'm not liking it., not one tiny bit.,